Well..
My dog just this morning passed away.
He bled out..while we were asleep..
Never felt so broken in my entire life..I lost relatives..many times..but this to me is a lot different. I feel like someone ripped my heart out.
People will think it's just a dog..get another one..blah blah..
To me he was a friend, a little brother..a baby. That's how i treated him, cherished every moment I had with him and the fact he is gone now is literally destroying me, iv never been this emotional in my life, ever. When my Grandmother passed last year i thought I was struggling..this is just torture.
Could not have asked for a more lovable animal companion.
Adorable..full of life, so playful..so happy..always made me smile when I felt miserable, no matter how serious the situation I always felt happy in his company..he was Special.
Now Idk what i'm going to do, I might someday perhaps get another Dog..but if i do it has to be like him as he is irreplaceable but I have a huge love for Dogs..so yeah..I will hopefully one day raise another as he was raised as he was truly a gift to us.
If either of you folks have pets..please take good care of them, get them regular check ups ect at the Vet, don't take any risks. If we had spotted his tumour sooner He might had been given a lifeline..the fact we didn't know is down to the fact we only go to a vet rarely..as he was never showing any bad signs until it wa too late.
My advice..think and plan ahead always..or you'l end up like me..miserable..and full of regret..
Take care and thank you for responding. I'm sorry if I have upset anyone with this post..I just can't contain it..
